10 things about me. – at least i have a brain
January 5, 2017January 5, 2017helenhamill
as a BLOGGER, i am used to talking about me. SO as a BLOGGER i should feel you know me…. SO here are a few STUPID pointless unrelated pieces about me…as a reasonably clued in person, it is amazing that there are times i am so entirely out of my depth, fish out of water, and unable to look anything but STUPID! CONFESSION….open.
6. when i get excited about musical and mathematical facts that nobody else is remotely impressed at. I used do this while i taught and am afraid i never grew out of it. I could be so animated about the “hemiola affect in the cadential progression…” and then i look up . Or the fact that the maths has the unique satisfaction of being the only thing in life that you can ever achieve perfection in…and the silence swamps you.:/ 7. I have got better at this, but there was a stage that i mistook people you worked with or spent time or knew for a long time with to be friends. Thay are not necessarily so at all! My years of sickness have really cleared perspective on this…very few of the “friends” bother about you after a few months. The ones who do are the friends. But really now i know work is a place you go to earn wages.
9. just when i think life can slip no further down the “Christ what next” scale of ability to keep my head above water, it slips again! People forget the hardship and the crap that real life brings with it. They manage to lob pathetic shite at you…just when you really can’t take more. 10. depth. The depth of evil and lack of conscience in some people – thankfully i detach from most. BUT these people constantly pop up, and i am shocked. Am NOT a bad person. am an honest person with high standards, and a lot of honesty. But these people sink to new depths of depravity and yet seem unaffected and unbothered by any sort of kharma…it belittles the life we lead. I should at have seen it all, but nope…never.
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Previous write truth.	Next People get what they deserve in time. 6 comments	u2hearts says:	January 5, 2017 at 6:27 pm	Hence the reason I watch the real housewives of anywhere and laugh at their drama while petting my dogs and having an in depth conversation with them. Sometimes it’s just the easier route than with real people.
Reply	helenhamill says:	January 5, 2017 at 7:49 pm	Amen!!
Reply	u2hearts says:	January 5, 2017 at 9:38 pm	For some reason the link didn’t work lol
nataliescarberry says:	January 6, 2017 at 3:57 am	How did your appointment on the 4th go? I hope this doesn’t mean it didn’t go well. Love, N 🙂 ❤
Reply	helenhamill says:	January 6, 2017 at 9:33 am	It went well I think. A battery of tests
Reply	nataliescarberry says:	January 6, 2017 at 5:25 pm	Good. I pray that help in on the way dear Helen!!! 🙂 ❤
10 things about me. – at least i have a brain
January 5, 2017January 5, 2017helenhamill
as a BLOGGER, i am used to talking about me. SO as a BLOGGER i should feel you know me…. SO here are a few STUPID pointless unrelated pieces about me…as a reasonably clued in person, it is amazing that there are times i am so entirely out of my depth, fish out of water, and unable to look anything but STUPID! CONFESSION….open.
6. when i get excited about musical and mathematical facts that nobody else is remotely impressed at. I used do this while i taught and am afraid i never grew out of it. I could be so animated about the “hemiola affect in the cadential progression…” and then i look up . Or the fact that the maths has the unique satisfaction of being the only thing in life that you can ever achieve perfection in…and the silence swamps you.:/ 7. I have got better at this, but there was a stage that i mistook people you worked with or spent time or knew for a long time with to be friends. Thay are not necessarily so at all! My years of sickness have really cleared perspective on this…very few of the “friends” bother about you after a few months. The ones who do are the friends. But really now i know work is a place you go to earn wages.
9. just when i think life can slip no further down the “Christ what next” scale of ability to keep my head above water, it slips again! People forget the hardship and the crap that real life brings with 
it. They manage to lob pathetic shite at you…just when you really can’t take more. 10. depth. The depth of evil and lack of conscience in some people – thankfully i detach from most. BUT these people constantly pop up, and i am shocked. Am NOT a bad person. am an honest person with high standards, and a lot of honesty. But these people sink to new depths of depravity and yet seem unaffected and unbothered by any sort of kharma…it belittles the life we lead. I should at have seen it all, but nope…never.
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Previous write truth.	Next People get what they deserve in time. 6 comments	u2hearts says:	January 5, 2017 at 6:27 pm	Hence the reason I watch the real housewives of anywhere and laugh at their drama while petting my dogs and having an in depth conversation with them. Sometimes it’s just the easier route than with real people.
Reply	helenhamill says:	January 5, 2017 at 7:49 pm	Amen!!
Reply	u2hearts says:	January 5, 2017 at 9:38 pm	For some reason the link didn’t work lol
nataliescarberry says:	January 6, 2017 at 3:57 am	How did your appointment on the 4th go? I hope this doesn’t mean it didn’t go well. Love, N 🙂 ❤
Reply	helenhamill says:	January 6, 2017 at 9:33 am	It went well I think. A battery of tests
Reply	nataliescarberry says:	January 6, 2017 at 5:25 pm	Good. I pray that help in on the way dear Helen!!! 🙂 ❤