Rage | DailyStrength
I guess this is more of a confession. I'm an angry person from being hurt in the past and I'm just killing myself with it. I turn it on myself so as not to hurt anyone and be what everyone would call a "good" person. It's SO phony, but you can't go through life being someone you're not, and I'm just HURT, plain and simple.
If someone breaks you leg, you can forgive all you like, but your leg is still broken. How can I walk around with a "damaged and boken" sign on my back forever? I'm just tired of "faking it" and walking around with the huge phony smile and fake cconfident attitude. I'm too old to bing and purge to get rid of my anger like a teenager. Thanks for listening. Boy, am I screwed up.
Just because you are an angry person doesn't mean you're not a good person too. I know how you feel, damaged goods, can't fake it all the time anymore. So we need to work on gettin ya to feeling good sometimes. So it's not always fake.
I know what you mean - I'm 27 and if I acted out the way I did as a teen, they'd lock me up. But there's a baziliion different ways of getting out anger and angry energy.
Next step here is joining kickboxing - beat the hell outta somethin.
Just so ya know - you ever wanna talk - come at me! No faking, you can scream all ya want and say things you don't mean (completely) about other people. Just know I'm gonna scream back sometimes.
I hear ya,my anger stems from child abuse. I use to manage my anger with alcohol,but that is not an option anymore.Worst for me to get over was the emotional abuse.I need to buy me that anger workbook as soon as i get some money put together.
Rage | DailyStrength
I guess this is more of a confession. I'm an angry person from being hurt in the past and I'm just killing myself with it. I turn it on myself so as not to hurt anyone and be what everyone would call a "good" person. It's SO phony, but you can't go through life being someone you're not, and I'm just HURT, plain and simple.
If someone breaks you leg, you can forgive all you like, but your leg is still broken. How can I walk around with a "damaged and boken" sign on my back forever? I'm just tired of "faking it" and walking around with the huge phony smile and fake cconfident attitude. I'm too old to bing and purge to get rid of my anger like a teenager. Thanks for listening. Boy, am I screwed up.
Just because you are an angry person doesn't mean you're not a good person too. I know how you
 feel, damaged goods, can't fake it all the time anymore. So we need to work on gettin ya to feeling good sometimes. So it's not always fake.
I know what you mean - I'm 27 and if I acted out the way I did as a teen, they'd lock me up. But there's a baziliion different ways of getting out anger and angry energy.
Next step here is joining kickboxing - beat the hell outta somethin.
Just so ya know - you ever wanna talk - come at me! No faking, you can scream all ya want and say things you don't mean (completely) about other people. Just know I'm gonna scream back sometimes.
I hear ya,my anger stems from child abuse. I use to manage my anger with alcohol,but that is not an option anymore.Worst for me to get over was the emotional abuse.I need to buy me that anger workbook as soon as i get some money put together.